So I think I screwed up big time.
Time for a trip down N4E's (almost non-existant) love life. So there's two girls I've worked with and I've been crushing on pretty hard. I'm good friends with one (we'll call her girl A), and one I sorta know, but I'm friends with anyhow (she's girl B).
Anyhow, I started talking to girl B and talk goes rather well. Problem is, we only really hit it off when we're both positively drunk. Otherwise we rarely speak and we have completely different lives (on a somewhat unrelated note, she just had a kid and she's a good 3-4 years older than me). Unfortunately, I got super drunk on new years and told her that I really liked her, and I wanted to be with her. She said she didn't know what to say, and that was that. No real change in attitude, but I haven't really hung out with her since then.
Now fast forward a few days to tonight. For the longest, I've been hanging around Girl A and we've gotten pretty close. We went out, had dinner, caught a movie and went our seperate ways. I start texting her, and the line of conversation leads me to tell her that I like
her and that we should hook up. That's when everything starts to fall apart. She knows what I said to Girl B, she knows I've been crushing on them both for years, and she's actually good friends with Girl B.
So she (A) pretty much sidesteps the question, blasts me for going from Girl B to herself and then stops talking to me altogether. In short, I think I really
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ed up my chances with either girl.
And I'm out of Beer.
Think I'm going to go down a whole bottle of Asprin and go out with style; playing GHII till I keel over and die.